4.8.26 > be me > meet beautiful woman > develop crush on her > go out w her a few times and all is going well > she's in the early stages of a snow addiction > tfw ur a volcel

3.29.26 'louse progenitor' is a beautiful name for a baby boy

six sevennnnn

Does anyone know how to make it so ur cats can sleep in your room with you without having an Accident while having a litter box in the room but without the room smelling like poop from a butt. im serious

3.28.26 they should invent a cat who doesn't sit on the off button of ur computer and turn it off while ur playing slay the spire 2

3.27.26 trying to formulate my thoughts around being uncomfortable with the term lesbian only used to describe girls/women/wlw/etc as a transsexual. i think in being trans a lot of like, sexuality labels have a sort of asterisk to them where once you're trans it's not so much a limitation as it is like a sort of alignment, like it's all complicated but other trans people either/or know what you mean or dgaf. i can't rly say what cis people do considering i don't rly have cis friends But. i do just feel Weird when i see online or from a distance like cis lesbians really cling to the whole girl/woman thing of it all as if lesbianism hasn't always been a historically gender-diverse experience but Anyways. Analyzing And Unpacking or whateva

3.26.26 im so nonbinary i had pizza AND sushi for dinner

3.24.26 god i wish #She wasn't busy all week im dying 2 see #Her again oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

saw someone i follow on neocities is getting married vv soon and their blog post gushing about their fiancee and now im crying i love lesbians i lvoe lesbians in love

missing the cutoff linkin park tank i shouldve stolen from my first gf. i dont even like linkin park rly it was just a good shirt

3/23/26 piss-themed slay the spire b like: spray the spire

chat what are the differences between sts and sts2 aside from multiplayer capability

well fuck it im about to find out

3/22/26 finally put linux on my computer so i've been trying to figure that out. i don't understand the whole terminal thing At All lol. hoping to find more climbing buddies in the city soon, need to look into when the next queer climb nights are at my gym. got home at like 4:30 last night because i stayed out till 2 and didn't want to pay $50+ for an uber, buses were only running once an hour and i kept missing them by like a minute so i biked most of the way home and walked the last bit then slept for 10 hours

3/21/26 YEARNING

3/10/26 tboy swag is getting snacks at midnight while your girlfriend who you just fucked fucks her boytoy you have a crush on while he asks questions about my penis

this is fr only shit you can get away with in the first 3 months of dating

I LOVE TOXIC LESBIANS

3/9/26 lowkey highkey #Need a girlfriend who hates me a little bit to have a side piece i have insane sexual tension with then end up fucking so she can fujo out

actually i dont really want 2 date a gf who fucking hates me again

3/5/26 i;m currently down medium for this beautiful woman but oh heavens oh dear oh golly oh gosh

3/5/26 spongebob big guy pants ok. spongebob big guy pants ok.

2/26/26 ben horne offering catherine martell a breath mint immediately after making out with her is DIABOLICAL but also kind of cunt

2/26/26 i went on like 3.5 dates last weekend and realized that i like am very much emotionally unavailable and don't really want to date. i do still believe though that my soulmate is a fire sign and i am choosing to be stubborn with this bc lord knows i need it. i usually don't believe in astrology but the amount of couples breaking up end of last year that i thought would be together forever has me believing in it just a little itty bitty tiny bit. i need to make more friends here and i want friends who like don't want to fuck me. my twink withdrawals were subsided earlier today because i finally met a twink and it felt so fucking good god i fucking miss my twinks twinkxlesbian dynamics are just the best

2/20/26 im so gay

2/18/26 just learned the one boyfriend i ever had died a year ago and im kind of just ,, stunlocked,,

2/17/26 oh god last night i dreamt this guy i went out with once ( 1nce) was my boyfriend and now he's texting me and i'm like Thinking Thoughts and this is Fucking With Me oughhhhhhh

2/14/26 i hav a new roomie and everything she's cooked so far smells so fucking good i feel like im floating to the kitchen drifting into a scent waft pie in the window style

2/10/26 if you start dating someone today your 69 day anniversary will be on 4/20

2/10/26 moving is such a fucking drag im such a stupid fucking sentimental piece of shit hoarder chud why do i have so much stuff and why am i so allergic to getting rid of it oh my god

2/9/26 last night pickle rick showed up in my dream and i got so angry i woke up

2/8/26 listening to bass slut in my cd walkman is Peak Meadia Consumptdtion

2/8/26 scrolling through this person's soulseek and i think i'm actually in love

2/6/26 growing up is going from hating 90s hugh grant characters to being like Omg Hes Just Like Me

2/4/26 im such a bad fujo i see gayboys goin at it and all i can do is smile and go Y aaaay im so glad theyre happy :D

1/10/26 god mulholland drive hits so good after the lesbian breakup

1/16/26 genuinely i'm so glad she broke up with me i'm the happiest i've been in god only knows how long. i've made so many friends this week and so many new connections and i'm so in love with the world and everybody and everything and i'm so happy to be free from that because it was just absolutely draining me. it feels so good to get closer to my friends and closer to myself, to feel like myself for the first time in ages. i'm so excited to move and i already have so many wonderful friends in this new city that i adore and i can't wait to make more. also i'm microdosing yearning for an extremely beautiful woman and i feel woozy yeyyy

1/12/26 YALL OK the granny square blanket on the palmer's couch in twin peaks is different in the return vs in the original two seasons/fwwm im So curious as to Who Made Them and How Long Did They Take

1/1/26 rang in the new year w my bestie and realized we've done nye together for the past 4 years. vv grateful for that. slept terribly and my anxiety is off the roof rn but Fuck It We Ball

12/28/25 just finished stone butch blues and had to cry on the floor for 40 minutes about it

12.24.25 the thought of ever dating again makes me nauseous. i don't ever want to use a dating app again. i don't even take pictures of myself anymore. i haven't in months. between changing my name and just my utter loss of a sense of self from my previous relationship i feel like a not-person, like i'm in limbo but for the time being i'm a ghost that doesn't exist. and i feel like right now i'm okay with being a ghost but i know i'm not going to want that forever and someday i'm going to want to be a Real Person and i'm going to want to be seen as a Real Person but i can't even envision what the hell that could be for me. basically i don't want to be perceived nor do i want to perceive myself. i'm not real. i don't exist.

12.23.25 been listening to all the emo music i liked in high school. made myself a mixtape but i fucked up burning it so i'm gonna have to redo it. hung out with my bestie last night. all these things are making me feel like myself again. very often in this past relationship ive felt like Im The Devil I Can And Will Never Do Anything Right And Also Im Going To Burn In Hell For It and then i hang out w my friends and they're like "it's literally not that serious also ur like just not as evil as u think u r" and i think that helps a lot.

12.21.25 are they doing chicken fried eggs yet

12.20.25 i think i decided on a name i like. gonna try to test it out and see how i feel about it. my best friend since middle school approves of it so that's huge

12.19.25 coping with the breakup by doing a karlach baldurs gate run. i don't have as many friends as i did the last time i went through a breakup but i do have really good friends and i'm so beyond grateful for them. im currently a boy with a girl name even though its my chosen name but i decided i needed a boy name and am like not even referring to myself in the meantime. lots of internalized misandry and even transmisandry because i grew up fundie in a culture that breeded boys to become power-hungry predators and abusers and i have to constantly consciously remind myself that That's Not Normal And Most Men Aren't Like That Also Me Being A Trans Dude Doesn't Make Me Like That. anyways i think most boy names are ugly and i associate so many of them with terrible people so this is a really difficult process lol

12.16.25 got broken up with yesterday. today the hot older tatted butch at work was chatting it up with me. unfortunately i learned that she's a zionist. i'm in hell

12.14.25 how do u sneakily ask ur friend what the circumference of their head is

12.14.25 i'm sorry but you cannot fucking convince me that fried foods give you a heart attack. Bull Shit.

12.7.25 is american psycho considered a "classic" book yet

12.5.25 it's so fucked playing baldurs gate 3 because like no video game is That Good. i've played it so many times that it's lost its novelty a bit because i know Every Single Detail it seems but i think of it so fondly...every time i play anything else i think of Her.....so anyways after trying Dark Souls I and Dragon Age: Origins i made the decision to purchase Divinity: Original Sin II because it's another Larian game and i really enjoy the format, storytelling, and character development of baldurs gate and miss it IMMENSELY. so i've played maybe just under two hours of it today and i like it so far but i'm still getting used to the ever-so-slightly different mechanics.

12.5.25 creating this microblog page. i always feel like i want to do more with my site but when it comes time to sit down and create i'm like,,,stumped.